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Jan. 23rd, 2006 02:46 pm cave full of light or darkness?

well - i hope light!

last week with myself has been frustrating at times and englightening at others. so many peeps i'd love to get in touch with and at the end of the day, i hope y'all understand what works for me is posting here and being in touch with you you're wondering what the hell i'm doing - cuz to tell you the truth, i don't have a straight answer for you! just trust i'm gettin ready for my next battle and sorting things out. of course, a phone call or two doesn't hurt - i can go really inward!

so the challenge is this promise i made to myself to share about myself weekly (at minimum) what happened last week is i wrote an entry and decided to post it a week later [along with a call list i have no idea how to manage]. am I refining my thoughts or editing my thoughts? I'd like to say I give up "looking good" at every moment of my life but that's a fallacy (i think)!

well..reality is I haven't eaten lunch yet - and it's like i can't escape the desire to get this post done!

on that note...I'm going to go eat...write more later!

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Date:January 24th, 2006 01:10 am (UTC)


Hi Chin,
Lucky you to be so easily found on the web. I read through what's been going on in your life this past year and WOW. I'm a new mom (Nicholas is 10 months old) and so I really feel for you and Morn. I don't think non-parents can really understand the depths of a parent's love. There's not a day that goes by when I don't worry about Nick or thank God or whatever (that's a search that still goes on) for having him in my life. Anyway, I have other stuff I'd like to say to you, but probably not here, yeah? So email me at rockymau@yahoo.com when you get a chance.